Rambles

there was a time...

it was long ago

and now i seem to have forgotten:

much of what then was

and what was in-between

remember me?

yes, i think i do

i'm feeling much better now, thanks

pointless...

Why should I blog?

What's the point? What purpose does it serve?

I'm bored already.

Rambles

Speak now, o unknown Self
Know the light within, abound and distracted
Reflecting
Upon endless ends
Of time
Of space

I see, the blindness looming upon my eyes
Allow my revelation, o Moon
Allow me
To see


Cry within

Rambles

What's the point?
Of glancing upon the hands of time,
As if they would stall
And say, hey!
Where'd you have me be today, my friend

Perhaps, a moment with yesterday

To live, once again
For the warmth
Of fingertips
Trailing upon palms
Mine

It's lovely, isn't it?
The eyes that speak
With images of worlds
Soft, and wanting

Moon, begone
Want me not
Let me forget, destiny
I cannot attain

Leave me be, with my Sky
I concede

Rambles

Look there, yonder
Where the stares of mine
Have burnt a vision
That I see
That you do, too

See, what appears from within
A sky
New and blue
See it swell
See it swallow
Hell, and a loss of tomorrow

See the green that screams
For caresses it needs to feel
The touch that would trigger
The new world that may be


Hush, scared little bird
Hush!
Let your wings be the sky
Warm the seas and the lands
Let them be your child

Bring them to life
Bring them to me

Rambles

Thunder!
And the greying of the day, a premature twilight, happens
I await the lying rains.
They lie.

A single bird did dare,
To unruffle this untimely night,
With scared, unsure call.

I hear you, O friend.
But I fear too.
So I sleep.

And pretend.

Rambles

I smile at them all, that pass. But they know not that I smile at yesterday, through all I see.

I smile at all that I had, and stop then, when I realise.

And look around myself, and upon my palms.

All empty...

Rambles

I can fight the magic of the Moon, and make it burn in envy, instead of the stars.
I can free the horizon, and let mate the Sky and the Sea.

I can create, once again, races of people, good, but gone, and in need again.

And relive I shall!

Also Sprach Shravan.

Rambles

And they shall wonder, they, that lack perception. Perception from which shall be borne, another Eternity... And I have assumed such perception.

Rambles

The streets pass by slowly. And I can see the sandy sides. Like beaches. But no sea. No holiday. Yet I rejoice. Rejoice, these distances.

Rambles

I shall inherit all that I desire, for it is my destiny. I am imagery, of Royalty unseen, unheard. 

I am all. I am I. Thus spaketh the Bum...

Rambles

Speak to me now O lover

O stranger

Who would be ever closer

Were it not for words

That I confused

Know not of

Escape

Let me

You can

Only you?

Is that the way

I want answers

To questions

That life put forth

I love you?

I love you too

Rambles

You can share my joy

Till I watch it go away

Leaving me to smile in its glory like a fool

But you cannot see my sadness

Of my sorrow, then, you can't relieve me

Stay then, I pray to thee

Compound it not further

With unthought words don't speak to me

All I ask in this lonely moment

All I ask of thee

Please

Leave me be

Haven't you already?

Rambles

I miss you now

Very sudden this

I really don't understand why though

A sad song

This situation

How much longer must we wait

When will we be.

Rambles

I am a prisoner of war

My own prison

My own war

See now

How I do torture the prisoner

See now

How I do wage war

See now

How I cry in this cruel prison

See now

How I condemn that which condemned me

See now

As I laugh out in mockery of mankind even with a tear in my eye

Shed for the loss

Rambles

Growing distances

Even as they exist

I wonder what was said

What had been done

What did we share?

Or do we?

Did I lie too much?

And did you see through?

What did you want, I didn't learn

Tried too much becoming otherwise

Frustrated I did scream

Joy tore through and I showed me

Crazy revelation this

Happiness boundless

Love free, finally

Encompassing all

You too?

Rambles

When I did walk upon this world,

Naked, save for a smile weary and devoid of hope

Hither did I seek for substance unknown

I came across strange lands

Of palaces and people

Shunned by all

Wandering vagabond straying ever

Out in the open I did sleep

Awaiting the death of the sun

The moon mother alone understood

Respite from unjust purgatory she gave

I did smile

As I looked up in wonder

Flirting with her mischievous children

We did look upon each other

Unlearned, yet, I understood your silent affection.

Your favourite I did become

And love me dearly you did

Sent down your prettiest child for me

Wondrous form given

With stars in her eyes

And soul so tender

You did seek me out

In my wilderness

Covered me with silken gifts from your mother

Knew not whence thou came

Fear of the world

I reclined. Snarled

Unlearned, I knew not

Your gentle smile, easing

Rambles

I am burnt now

The ashes even are formed

I call then upon ye

O soul buried within

Rise from your death

Breath life now

Emerge to conquer

For your God does call

To forget yesterday

And seek revenge from tomorrow

Villainous tomorrow

Revel now in your awakening

Come

'Tis time to be born

Rambles

Rehearsals are the features of the great anti climax

Spontaneity reeks genius

Follow the heart

I am told

By who

The Great God

Does play games

Strange ones

Of defiance and challenges

Of greatness and denials

Wonder what He wants

Does He know what I do?

Afraid

Both

The Prophet who won't preach

Prophecies of wonder untold rot in the world's recesses

Seen a vision

Seen the Truth

Ambiguous nature

Speech fails

Lots to say

Don't know how

Can God help?

Or is He too afraid?

Rambles

I was just wondering -
You know, how much longer must this last

It's getting boring, dragging on endlessly

Listless, without direction

Void of all. Love none

I feel naught

I feel much

On and off

In and out

Where art thou now?, boundless, miserable writer

Now, slowly, brighter things appear

There must be some reprieve after all.

I wonder if 'tis true this time

Is the strength real?

Shall it be that I fall again?

Who knows

Only time can tell

Time, my eternal companion

We must walk endlessly

Through it all, yet,

    Part of naught

Won't you teach me the ways of yours

So that I may learn my own inner being

I will follow you, I will

There won't be any more of this

Alone always, like you

Need no memories, keep all, I